School

I actually went to school today. I haven't been in a while. I'm not sure I really want to get this whole "education" thing. I am on the verge of giving up, but then what? I spend all my days at home making YouTube videos and watching cancelled TV shows (*cough* Veronica Mars *cough*)?

So I have very little self motivation and I am not doing the homework that I know I should. Like, at all. So a couple of teachers have offered to teach me outside of classes.
Am I grateful? Probably not.
Do I feel guilty about that? Yes.
C'mon. I don't want to do it people!
Any tips for the final year of high school (HSC)?

Blog Stats and procrastination

So, I had a look at the stats for my blog today, and I found that this month the majority of my audience has been Russian. I find myself wondering if you speak English. So hello Russian people!!! 

Thank you everyone who reads this blog, it is greatly appreciated. 

Now I will go back to not doing my homework, which is due tomorrow. Meh, it's only my last year of high school which determines what I do with the next few years of my life (uni, tafe etc.) I'll get to it eventually. 

Anyone know anything about the immune response of influenza or the epidemiology of scurvy?

xxx

Meaning of life = Cheese

So, yesterday was my 1 month blogoversery. I can't believe it's been a whole month of posting every day.
Also, it seems that there may be a diagnosis looming on the horizon.
So yep, a lifey post today!
The word 'lifey' reminds me of cheese...
What did we learn today? 
The meaning of life is cheese!

Today

Early Rise; Movies with the Family; Long Walks; Hot Chips; In Time; Mum Home; Secrets Shared; Home Cooked Meal; Down Time; Sleep.

With a little homework thrown in the mix. It's school holidays Guys!!!

Rainbow

It's the last day of school before the holidays and it was as boring and Uneventful as always... Until that bell rings, then all of the sudden the halls are filled with excitement.
Just as I was unlocking the door, I saw this. 17 years and they still amaze me. Maybe there is some child left in me after all.

Untitled

Sometimes I just don't know how to say "I need you." You can't read my mind and so you're never there.

A Life Post

It's days like this I feel so terrible and anxious that I do not get out of bed. Then I feel horrible and anxious because I will have to face the consequences tomorrow. And tomorrow the prospect of said consequences will make me feel so terrible and anxious that I will not feel like getting out of bed.

Aliens are among us?!

When your Dad repeatedly assures you that he saw a UFO on Saturday Night and that the 2012 apocalypse  will be swiftly upon us do you have him committed? Do you humour him until 2013 when we have [probably] not been invaded? Or do you believe the man and collect the necessary provisions for prolonged survival? Do you even want to live on this planet when it is no longer as you know it?

Double Post Thursday!

It's funny how "I love you... I think" sounds so much worse than "I think... I love you!"

Wording matters

Museum of Disease

Biology Excursion. We viewed thousands of real diseased organs, blackened lungs, shrivelled and enlarged hearts and samples of skin with melanoma, even a whole foot and hand. Definitely not for the faint of heart. Unfortunately no photography allowed but here is a photo of what we found in the bathrooms.

Looking For Alaska

"Damn it." He sighed. "How will I ever get out of this labyrinth!" - The labyrinth of suffering.
Straight and Fast
"After all this time, it still seems to me like straight an fast is the only way out- but I choose the labyrinth. The labyrinth blows, but I choose it"


-Life lessons from John Green

Defining Moments - Realise

That moment when you realise you're not the person you thought you were, and you're still no where near the person you want to be.

Motivation

I could use a little more motivation in my life. And smiles. 

New Challenge: Smile and remain positive for a full 24 hours.

 I think I might need to crack the Happy Hat out! 

Question of the Day

What colour is a mirror?

Quitting

No I don't; I don't quit, I just continue handing in half-hearted work and pushing myself along so I only just succeed, and hope that someday I will make it through. Hoping that Hope is powerful enough to see me through.

Life and School

I don't want to do this anymore, I quit.