School

I actually went to school today. I haven't been in a while. I'm not sure I really want to get this whole "education" thing. I am on the verge of giving up, but then what? I spend all my days at home making YouTube videos and watching cancelled TV shows (*cough* Veronica Mars *cough*)?

So I have very little self motivation and I am not doing the homework that I know I should. Like, at all. So a couple of teachers have offered to teach me outside of classes.
Am I grateful? Probably not.
Do I feel guilty about that? Yes.
C'mon. I don't want to do it people!
Any tips for the final year of high school (HSC)?

INSPIRATION

I have battled some (undiagnosed) depression for most of my life, and I am ashamed to say that I have done some stupid things to cope with my day-to-day life, and still - if only rarely do such stupid things.

CrystalRainDrop789 - This girl is an inspiration. She makes a series of video diaries expressing her own struggle with depression, while simultaneously giving hope and advice to those struggling along side her and discouraging others to follow the same path. How is she not being recognised for this?!

This is just one of the many inspirational people I have found on the interwebs. Thank you, for everything.

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Sometimes I just don't know how to say "I need you." You can't read my mind and so you're never there.

A Life Post

It's days like this I feel so terrible and anxious that I do not get out of bed. Then I feel horrible and anxious because I will have to face the consequences tomorrow. And tomorrow the prospect of said consequences will make me feel so terrible and anxious that I will not feel like getting out of bed.